In order to balance my highly critical and negative self, I constantly remind myself to be thankful and grateful so I won’t end up killing myself or something. I’m angry, frustrated, worn-out and disappointed, but everyday I still take the time to remind myself to be thankful. Things can always be a lot worse and life can always throw you more shit. Although I’m an indebted, poor, unemployed UBC grad with a-too-vague-to-get-a-job degree, at least I’m not broke and alone (and overweight lol).

好想大哭一場。
告訴自己哭完就是時候堅強站起來。
重新再來，再一次去奮鬥。
可惜哭不出來。